Adam Driver Vowed Not to Watch Himself in Movies Until He Could With Carrie Fisher & Daisy Ridley

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Adam Driver refused to watch his own movies until he could do it with Carrie Fisher and Daisy Ridley — and why he still regrets that decision today.

Adam Driver Vowed Not to Watch Himself in Movies Until He Could With Carrie Fisher & Daisy Ridley ( Photo Credit: Yahoo)

Adam Driver, known for his role as Kylo Ren in the Star Wars sequel trilogy, has long struggled with watching his own performances. The actor, who began his career in theater, finds it difficult to view his work on screen, often focusing on perceived mistakes and feeling physically unwell during screenings.


This aversion led Driver to make a personal vow: he would not watch his own movies until he could do so alongside his Star Wars co-stars, Carrie Fisher and Daisy Ridley. He hoped that sharing the experience with them would make it more bearable.

Driver eventually broke his vow during a private screening of Star Wars: The Force Awakens with Fisher and Ridley, as well as Fisher’s dog, Gary. Despite the supportive company, Driver found the experience overwhelming, particularly the scene where his character kills Han Solo. He described feeling “numb” and “sick to his stomach” during the viewing.

Tragically, this screening would be one of the last times Driver spent with Fisher before her untimely death in December 2016. Reflecting on her passing, Driver spoke of the profound loss felt by the cast and crew, noting Fisher’s vibrant energy and generous spirit. He described her absence on set as a tragedy, both personally and professionally.

In the years since, Driver has occasionally watched his performances, including Star Wars: The Rise of Skywalker. However, he continues to grapple with self-criticism and discomfort when viewing his work. The memory of watching The Force Awakens with Fisher and Ridley remains bittersweet, a moment of camaraderie overshadowed by loss.

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